I dont know, this felt like the most depressing christmas ep following one of the worst first half of a season so far. It isnt fun anymore. Bucks character development has flown out of the window for nothing, the fire fam feels completely off, annoying characters that arent main cast get more screentime. I hope that Eddie now has to confront his trauma head on in what comes but i do not trust it will happen. The family dynamic and teams i fell in love with are gone. I am glad we are on a break now, im not sure ill have the energy to continue watching coming march.