I don't have much to say but I know if you watched this whole serie up to now it wasn't just to analyze it in a technical way. There are moments when you just need to feel it. I cried like a baby today. And that's fine if you didn't. But I have a suggestion for you. Be open. Things change, seasons change, people change and if you want to experience it in a better way just be prepared to open up. It may work.