Macabre with an undercurrent of melancholy is what the camera likes to see me do, because of my scarred face, and it's what I like to do on camera, because of my introspective nature. Life is a different thing, but the lens casts a spell, doesn't it? The camera sees into our dungeons and digs around in our dirt. So you better give it what it wants from you, or it will happily look elsewhere.